The spiral of life led me to places i previously glanced with absence. Weird days, albeit with a sweet taste combined with some heavy bitterness. Its like winning the Monaco F1 Grand Prix without the prize/champaign ceremony. Maybe its because the driver was cheating, or was too aggressive and caused unexpected accidents due to his enormous will to win the race. In the end he won nothing but evil glances from authorities and “fans”. Apparently something went terribly wrong.
Causing planets to collide, trying to bring down the sun and in the end wanting to take a one-way ticket to the moon. Someone bought the reverse ticket back though and the current mission includes finding the glorious spender. He must be arround somewhere. Near or far.
Look to the other side when you find the time. It may be worthwhile and you may see somebody that reminds you where your coming from. You may not be able to stay at the other side though.. even when this sweet-bitterness taste gets you “addicted”.
Eh, just something i had to get off my chest somehow, sorry if you can’t follow me, its itentional.
Onto clear ramblings: I am getting my new bedroom on November 20th finally 
I will have to delay the renovation of the living room until 2010 though. 2009 was a year where i really spent alot of money, new car, new floor, bedroom, life insurance and various other investments resemble my will to support global economy/consumption.. lol. Nah, it just was time to “make” some things fresh and new.
Puh, i also turned 25 these weeks which is kinda… weird. Can’t quite confirm that i reached all my goals i set when i was below my 20’s.
Until next time, take it easy.
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